finally, after all the talks i had with friends about my plan of moving to manila, i'm really moving there now. my flight is at 9:35 in the morning tomorrow.
usually i'd say i'm excited about things like this. but i feel just so normal, as if it's gonna be just another regular day. i just don't know what to expect, maybe. and i have little plans. most of the time if i'm in a situation not certain, i'd only not have plan B, but even C and D. i'd usually think of the thousand possibilities that may happen and i'd prepare myself of how to respond to each of them. but i guess because i easily get too tired of the things i usually do, i wanna take it the other way around now. this time with the more relaxed and go-with-the-flow approach. this time i'm putting trust to my adrenaline and my spontaneity.
i want to thank abdul, my roommate, for being a good company in my non-working hours here in cebu. tomorrow, i'll be sleeping in another bed and another room. i don't know who i'm going to be with most of the time there. for sure, i may spend most of the time by myself. but one thing i've learned in searching for the meaning of life is that i'm never alone. He is always there. and i guess thru prayers, i'll always have the best company. it feels so good being with Him and there's no reason for that. it's just magic--- miracle.
and now i'm not questioning if this is a right decision. with or without a reason, i should live by it. after all, i'm doing this for a purpose. that is to finish my very unfinished bachelor's degree which i'm so dying to get done. i so want that diploma. i really hope the chance wouldn't slip from my hands. i'd be so grateful if i'd get back to school.
happy trip to me! new place, new adventures they say. yes! and with that, my life goes on.
